Layers
I get how I might feel unworthy. I can see where that came from and how it influenced me to make my world smaller and smaller. I can see how as I went past 30 years old, bravery departed and I notice now how safety came front and centre.
Logically, it all made sense. I can see as I became older, the need to become smaller appeared.
Be small right now. That was the command and I am good at following instructions.
Reflecting on my emotions pre-menopause, it was akin to being like a pebble caught up in the surf when actually what I wanted to do was hide under a rock.
Now, as I emerge, placing myself back into the sea of life, what needs to dissolve so I emerge as a Gem?
There are layers of unhelpful beliefs and patterns which need to dissolve so that I may shine through.
Today (sometime in June 2023) knowing the astrological forecast, the sun, the moon and the planets are here supporting me. I am asking, I am deciding, I am instructing my subconscious mind with prayer.
I am asking, “Please dissolve all unhelpful beliefs, patterns, behaviours, values, memories, energetic patterns and imprints which are programmed to keep me small.”
Dissolve them all so I may be in service to the planet.
Dissolve them all so I may be in service to humanity.
Dissolve them all so I may be in service to myself.
I am a strong and powerful creator, I am safe, I am loved.
I can step out some more now, knowing each step brings me more resilience, learning and expansion.
This is the path to my happiness.
Are you on yours?
Tara x